while I go dig myself a hole and hide in it.
It sucks to realize that the people you thought were your best friends have forgotten about you. Am I the only idiot who stays stuck in the past?
I’m gonna be selfish this time. I want all my secrets back. and I want all the pieces of me you were keeping. ALL OF THEM. and i want my journal back. yes. could you ship it back as the last favor you do me? I promise I won’t ask anything more of you.
In case you’re wondering, no, you won’t be forgotten.
but i’ll try to stop missing you so damn much.
ps. I’m sorry if I overreacted. I loved you at some point but some days everything sucks and I’m sorry, it’s probably my fault anyway.